Oh it tears me up - I try to hold on but it hurts too much

Sometimes, I wonder what's the point in doing things that are so very very futile. You try your very very hardest to please everyone but truth is, the only way you can please them is for you yourself to suffer. It's so very futile - all of it. Hurt yourself or hurt others.

It's so very frustrating.

Whatever it is, I sometimes wonder why I still stay in this. Sometimes, it takes the bigger man to walk away they say.... I wonder if this is one of those times.

If no one appreciates the effort you are making.
If nothing you do can please them.
If nothing you do can satisfy them.
If you very presence is not appreciated...
..it's not noticed.
Whether you are here or there it makes no difference....

Then why are you still here?

Why do you still try to hard to please those who cannot be pleased?

Why do you suffer when you can break off and be rid of all these emotions?

Don't let them say I never did anything for them.

For the fact that I can only suffer and be under appreciated my whole life for you. to please you. to make you happy.

But yet, you will never be pleased.

Is this time then to walk away?